Please read, I need some support

Um hi

It's been a while hasn't it? It has, but I came explain why I'm on this account and not on my other, it's mostly because I have more supporters on this one and that's what I kinda need..support.

So a couple of weeks ago, I broke up with my boyfriend; we were dating for 9 months and there was just no spark anymore, so I ended it and he took it well, which was wired...

Anyway, it took me two days to get over him (my best friend helped as well) because I felt guilty of breaking up with him. But then I had a panic attack because he was at a this day with his school were my school was at, I think it was either my normal anxiety or social anxiety, all I know is I was having a panic attack. But I got over that and went to my assgin class (which was awkward because he was there as well)

The next day my other best friend told me some news, during our relationship he cheated on me, and from that day, I kept on breaking down, clawing myself and just wanting to die.

In other words, I'm depressed.

I can't seem to get over the news and it's affecting my health so much, so it would really help if I had some support; don't get me wrong my friends and family are supporting me, but it's not exactly helping me with my health and I'm no getting any sleep.

I know some of you might think I'm just seeking attention, but I'm really not. This is really happening to me and I just need some friends.

So you can read this or ignore it, but if you do read, thank you for supporting me